Giving this ranting-bussiness one more shot! xD
First of all, sorry for being late with the update. I've been working my arse off lately >.> And I gotta work even more next week! 11-hour work days, anyone? T_T Monies! Monies! Monies! Yes, I know. 'Monies'. But it's summervacation! Ain't summervacation supposed to be loads of spare time? xD Which brings me to the next topic. My hands have been itching to write a new story for weeks now.. But alas, my muse is 'on vacation'! Let's hope it won't be a permanent holiday xD
So, even though I don't have a lot of spare time, I do have lots of time to think (my job isn't exactly.. mindconsuming xD). Luckily, there's enough goin' on at the moment to think about xD And me being the guy I am, let's talk about girls! xD So I was asked out for a date by this.. quite attractive xD girl. It came as a surprise, even though we were flirting for.. well, weeks now, I guess xD I didn't expect her to be serious though
So I canceled that date. Owh, mai, gawd. Yes, I did. xD I decided to make up my mind about something I was unsure about for who knows how long. It was time for me to try 'n win my ex back xDD So the day after I canceled it, numerous things happened. First of all, I learned that my ex got herself a new bf in the meantime.. What a blow that was! xD Oh, and I'm fully aware that there's a high chance that both of them will read this xD Later that day, yet
another girl asked me out! Shocking facts were flyin' through the store that day! xD I didn't cancel that date, I simply denied it
Not cos I wasn't in the mood for girls at that time.. But I refuse to believe I'm shallow enough to give up on a girl just cos she has a bf! So what I'm mostly thinking about is how on Earth I could
possibly 'win her back'. If she's happy with her new bf, who am I to break the two of 'em apart? I'm not planning on doing that anyways >.> So far, I think there's only one thing I can do. Do not lose contact with her! Which brings us to the next part. It seems like I'm actually scared to talk to her! What the effing heaven! I just.. wonder if I put her in an awkward position/situation when I talk to her (even more so if I imagine she read this xD) , or heck, if she even
wants to talk to me! I know I already talked most of you on IM about this, but what'dya say? Any thoughts on this?
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Ik doe mn best om niet jaloers te doen.. En ach, zolang je niet praat is er ook weinig jaloers te doen xD Bedankt voor de tips, ik zal er wat mee doen
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It makes me think of something though. She loved you quite a lot, no? Then why. The heck. Did she settle herself with another boy? >_> Like wtf, man. That was QUICK.
So I say:
1.) Either she LIEEEEEEDDDDDDDD all the time about her love and is an actual bitch (I AM SORRY TO SAY THAT but you must consider that option, plzdontkillme).
2.) Their relationship ain't gonna last for long (I mean, if you love somebody else, it. Will. NOT. Work out. With. Anybody. ELSE. Me = living proof.) And when they break up, you.. well, you do your thing... you see what I mean. >.> (if you don't... well.. re-read this paragraph.
In the worst case, you have the BONUS option:
3.) kill the boyfriend.
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Option 2 is what I'm waiting for.. I mean.. I dunno.. I wanna be with her of course, but if she's happy with the bloke.. then let her be happy!
Option 3 will happen the moment they break up
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Answer to 2: I know what you mean. I will give j00 some advice on msn (because I can't talk 'bout what I want to talk on a public site. xD)
Answer to 3: YAY GENOCIDE TIEM.
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I thought you said you found out you didn't love her anymore?
Now I'm confused. Like, way confused.
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Merlin you are a troubled boy. Become a monk or a friar that'll get your mind off them girls. You'll take a vow of celibacy!
Who was mystery girl #3 tho'?
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